Sunday, July 28, 2013

Final Tailwinds

Closing in on 2 weeks to head to Burlington, VT. I remember this time last year I was doubting my preparation and wondering if I should even go. This year, once again I doubt my preparation but cannot wait to join this wonderful group of riders and new friends.

It is a little bittersweet this year as I have made the decision not to pursue a 2014 Journey for 1000 miles for AIDS. Not because I don't feel the passion any more - but simply because there are competing priorities that are stretching me thin. I miss my low-country South Carolina family and while my 80+ years mother could easily run circles around me, I would like to see her more than I have over the last 2 years. Work is also incredibly more intense now and this trajectory will likely continue. Equally, I need and desire more quality time with my Atlanta family and friends - for everything from simple dinners to fun vacations.

For those who know me, my work is not just a job to me, it is part of my life's mission. I believe in higher education - I want faculty to be able to focus on educating, physicians to focus on healing, researchers to focus on new discoveries (including an AIDS vaccine) and administrators to focus on clearing the path for these contributions. I am an administrator - and, as such, I am called to help create the path which has become more and more complex since I joined Emory 11 years ago. There is a only a thin veil between expectations and opportunities and I need and want to thrive in that space and help make a difference in the industry I have devoted my life to. I also want my team members to thrive as well - within the definitions they each set for themselves and how it fits in our area responsibilities. I may only be one person - but I am not alone in this belief or desire to cut through the complexity. My 2012 and 2013 AIDS journeys have reinforced this and I am thankful for the wonderful gift it has given me.

I will probably overload you all with pictures from New England so you can meet people who have dedicated over 10 years to this journey. There is so much love, perseverance and determination in the Charity Treks group - and in the end, those are the key ingredients for ending AIDS.

Cranking up for a glorious final 3 weeks of adventures - love and tailwinds to each of you!